I am so tired of trying to be normal, the old normal. I so want to be like I used to be. Fit, able to dance. Even if only just to dance for my own pleasure would be nice. Instead I can't even do a pile. I can get down but my legs don't have the strength to get me back up again. I am working on regaining some level of fitness but the results are so slow, I don't even think anything is improving :-( .
I had my hospital follow up recently. A whole load of questionnaires. Tick this box if you can do x,w, z. Rate your abilities or pain on a scale of one to ten. Have you accomplished your goals? No :-( .
Contacted a few teachers on FB and now feel totally invisible as they talk to each other but ignore me. So that is me now......invisible.
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