Today I realised just how much the pain is ruling my life. I have the children I teach taking their ballet exams in just over a week's time and I had to push myself to teach today. My body is screaming at me and I wasn't able to give in like I wanted to.
I am going to have to make some tough choices soon, ones I don't want to make but have to. The children deserve a teacher who can give them 100% all the time. And I need to have a life where I actually look forward to living, not dreading it.
But what is there to replace the joy ballet gives me. The joy of moving. I am so sad.
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